It's Not About Me
He was Wrong...
As wrong as
he could ever be.
He was under
the impression that...
In his words
"not everything is about me".
I disagreed...
&
He got mad...
Mad when
I stopped asking him,
showing him,
and demanding
that he love me,
the way that I needed
to be loved.
&
He got mad...
Mad when I sought
the love I needed,
from me,
through me,
for me.
&
He got mad...
Mad when,
I decided
that his meager offerings,
were incomparable...
to what I could offer myself.
Frustration made him lash out.
The same Frustration
made me hold myself tighter,
like I needed to be held...
Teaching me again,
something else
that I can do for myself.
&
He got mad...
But, you know what I got?
I got glad.
Glad that it wasn't
too late for escape.
Glad he made me see...
It could never be about us.
But it's still about me...
&
He got mad...
Because I figured out
that I needed me
More than I needed him.
So I said,
"You know what?
Stay mad."
&
I'm glad.
Copyright © Danita Michelle Allen | Year Posted 2022
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