Its Just Me

u know i once put my faith in one of those so called friends of mine.and it;s funny how they seem to just turn away, during one of my really hard times.when ever they would ask me for something i never thought it was that major.not knowing they;d turn their back on me the moment i ask for a favor.so to you i detest dont give your best to the ones u call friends.for low and behold they'll leave u cold and struggling alone in the end. then i poured myself some self -esteem, just to see how far it would take me..but the world can appear so mean . that it gave it's all to break me. so i continue to do all i can to keep a level head . fore i know that nothing can destroy me as long as i' stay spiritally fed . yes the world's a burden ,that i've gotten way to tired to lift.but as long as i can bare to write i'll continue to share my gift. So!!!!! pardon me if im somewhat offending . for i mean no disrespect,never been one for pretending .although im always left with regrets.my mouth keeps me in trouble , it's been such a weapon at times.even though most time i mumble i speak whats on my mind. always been known to speak with pride . and kept only my true secrets stored inside