It's All In My Head

It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head Well, my ceiling's my wall and my wall is too bright I can't remember the plan and everyday is a fight I'm tired of being sick, I'm sick of being down I'm down on myself and I'm tired of this frown I never asked to be myself, but I'm glad I am And If the world can't take me then why give a damn? I'd rather die young than live old and alone I'd rather be myself than be another clone I've lost what? My mind you say? I don't see how, all I want is play But I can't play anymore, I'm too far gone It's dusk here when it should be dawn Well I was a razor and love got cut I guess I had it coming, it sucks, but It doesn't make me sad, I guess it's kinda bad I'd rather it be them than me, I'm talking 'bout sad So I told them I'd stop it but I lie too well And all I've thought about is why my heaven is hell I won't lie again, this'll be the hardest test And If I lie twice I think I'll follow the rest I've lost what? My mind you say? I don't see how, all I want is play But I can't play anymore, I'm too far gone It's dusk here when it should be dawn So it's beginning, but it's over it seems I don't even think, I just try to daydream I want the dreams to stay forever But for that I guess I'd have to be clever I say I have plans but I plan on nothing Being this easy is ok, but it's not something I didn't do enough, I did what I could but I'm doing what I want not doing what I should I've lost what? My mind you say? I don't see how, all I want is play But I can't play anymore, I'm too far gone It's dusk here when it should be dawn So I think I'll think it over in my bed And I'll try to remember that it's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head