it was never love, just imbalance

i used to think
loving you too much
was romantic.

now i see—
it was me
giving away parts of myself
like clearance items,
hoping you’d find value
in something
i had already discounted.

you thought my devotion
was desperation.

you watched me fold
into smaller versions of myself
just to fit your world.

and when i broke,
you called me dramatic.

but i wasn’t asking for too much.

i was just asking you
to notice
that i gave everything
and asked
for almost nothing.

now,
i look at who i was with you—
and i forgive her.

she didn’t know
love isn’t supposed to
humiliate.
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Squirrel Avatar
September 2, 2025 at 2:48 PM
He probably thought you really loved him, though... not someone unreal...
Agustin Avatar
June 19, 2025 at 2:59 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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