It Has Taken a Phenomenal While

It has taken a phenomenal while or has it? apparently I have learnt to live my life or have I? whatever days I encompass or nights I rediscover I presume that I may now live a life originally, authentically, my own Now I have started to decode what superlative pain means and what is the real nemesis of happiness both as people say have the similar threats we have to accept them both, take them into ours stride, move on magically, really magically not altered by thoughts of deceit or defeat It has taken a phenomenal while or has it? apparently I have learnt to live my life or have I? whatever days I encompass or nights I rediscover I presume that I may now live a life originally, authentically, my own without wet tears and clandestine fears I am learning to live a life Now I am trying to decipher who are the people whom I should be close to those who may challenge my status quo? or those who put me on a narcissistic joyous trance-like state or those few who philosophically argue that this life is a carriage of sorts, moving on going on, slow and steady, sometimes faster than a train If someone has a story to share of a blurred yet emotionally charged heartwarming past I am willing to listen If it makes me shed tears of elation recalling my nothingness hearts embraced by hearts in a graphic dream I will move on, embracing these stories move on magically, really magically not altered by thoughts of deceit or defeat It has taken a phenomenal while or has it? apparently I have learnt to live my life or have I? whatever days I encompass or nights I rediscover I presume that I may now live a life originally, authentically, my own