Internal Bleeding

Bent over, holding my guts again Begging God to remove this pain This old heart, how much can it take Is there an end where it no longer breaks Sleepless nights, within this empty room With the reckless thoughts , my head consumes. The calice thickens, I bury the hurt down deep. Where the well has dried, yet i still weep Tear my heart out god, Im tired of what i feel Love to me just doesnt seem real I hide alone in agony, no one sees me cry Living out this misery , til the day I die It was a lesson learned poorly, yet still I learned Its just too damm bad, I still carry the burns The internal bleeding, leaves no signs, no scars to see. But a throbbing ache within, no one will ever see.