Inside My Thoughts Jan 20 2010

Longing to live a normal life, with out suffering any mental reprecutions. Living with a lot of limited abilities, as I check off the many mental deductions. I have to wake up every morning for my daily dose of candy, just to get me through the day. I depend on my medicine to keep me on track, and helps me resist the urge to stray. When evening time rolls around, I get to do it all over again. Another dose to guide me thought the night, without it there would be a sin. I would give almost anything, for just one day without my candy bowl. I want to be free without consequence, I want to be mentally complete and whole.