Incapable

Incapable of love I trip though glimpses of intimacy Incapable of letting the guard down Long enough to enjoy some type of emotion Incapable of admitting I was wrong Incapable of ever remembering those words I spoke Incapable of living life to the fullest Incapable of feeling any love for myself Incapable of seeing a better life to come Incapable of dreaming Incapable of finding the right feelings to show Incapable of moving forward when the past seems so filimar and safe Incapable of showing vonunbality Incapable of seeing past the flaws Incapable of being anyone's lover Incapable I am but not Incapable of wanting to change. Incapable I am in these eyes but not those eyes Incapable I shall be till my time comes to be capable to believe there is so much more to enjoy then dispise with in myself.