Inadequacy

Thoughts that swarm inside my head, Because of what she's made me dread. So now I hear that laugh and die And see that smile and away I hide. Her alluring voice just makes me break Because a little part of me it takes. My confidence and self esteem In her perfect hands now gleam. Soon my strength begins to wither And my hand will start to quiver. My only hope to force a separate, So far away with many gates. But now her enchanting face Will follow me to my safe place. And the question that seems void of hope Is how the hell will I ever cope. Because her wonders is all they see Which extenuating my inadequacy.