Magnitude Solitude

In my magnitude solitude Within my loud silence is a rumination the past, The worst happened so fast You went, I stayed, still fresh This a hurt for the heart and flesh In my magnitude solitude you become unforgettable I dream awake and sleep walking, Bridges do collapse Relationships too do now I know Too hard to dwell in my silence, how I miss your presence In my silence, all I hear is your presence All I want, that which I yearn for. I see how you ate and how you bathed How you dressed and how you made up How you slept and how you woke up. Remind me how we spent, how you lived What you had and that you lacked Remember when you packed, what you left with How easy to forget the fuel you used to cook How easy to forget that you got food How hard to remember the whole mood All the good,But you are rude You changed your hood You started going nude Got the likes while I checked ‘mics’ Now eat the likes with the psych you went with Expose your body and call yourself a ***** Sounds cool to be the bad girl Enjoy life, Eat with a big spoon Girl it is your time You are free, fly, don’t shy, freedom at last Erase the past, Pretend like you never met me Delete me Trash Me Replace Me Clear Me. Take me out of your system Curve yourself for the world Then change me into a stalker Be the boss, get to the highest degree This is life and it is free, we are free, you are free Free yourself Melt all my chains to the ground Break all my bonds But It is still me And only you I see.