I'M So Scared

If i lose you I’ll lose screws i will never be the same anymore My 4 by 4’s Will be 2 by 2’s i will lose my soul mate my smile The woman that I absolutely want to carry my child my laugh and my everything I just bought an engagement ring And if I gave it to you tomorrow I know my love wouldn’t change If I ever lose you there will be no more sunlight Wanting to be around all day Is a feeling I can no longer fight Please kiss me and hold me so tight encourage me saying things will be all right And that I am not wrong for loving a person like you a woman who makes all of my dreams come true I cannot lose you Yesterday i cried and cried Prayed and talked to God Told him to mold me to the man you need Or at least try I may not be your knight in shinning armor as you see but only for you I am being the best I can be Babe, I'm just scared That your eyes will wonder away That you will realize That you could do better any day So I sit here and write again Another poem, another rhyme Every word that appears in the end Just another wish that you'd stay mine I can't even rhyme Cause Of the tears in my eyes Even though I know I'll see you in the afternoon I hate saying goodbye My nightmares are usually about losing you So I wake up in the middle of the night and ask God why Why he blessed me Even when I've lived so messy I don't want to live another day without being married I can feel it in my heart and in my testes I test you And you test me You get me And let me sit on your lap for 5 seconds Cause I know I can be heavy But it's my heart's fault Cause I'm just overfilled with passion I just had no feeling on 1/11/15 That all of this would happen Amusement parks, taco bell in the dark Outfits that are matching If I ever live a day without you There would be no laughing Call it affcetion, or obseccion This is the 2nd time I've had to stop writing becasuse tears are in my pocession please forgive me I don't want a klennex I just want confimration that you still pocess the thing that beats inside my chest Cause I trust you to hold it's pieces and parts For whenever we're apart Let me just tell you i love Whitney A Before my tears of love restart