I'M Okay

Just let me stress I'm okay with all the anxiety Don't tell me I'm amazing It just makes it worse I have to be perfect Or I'm a terrible person I can't help this feeling Yet I'm okay Don't try and help I don't trust you with a thing I say Don't say I'm pretty I'll just find a flaw I can't help anything I do It's not like I don't want to trust you I don't have a person I can talk to I think they're going to go behind my back And betray me Yet I'm okay I hide behind being egoistical Making people laugh is what I love Just a smile makes me know I did something I don't want anyone to know I'm not okay So for now To everyone else I just okay