I'M In Pain

I Live in Tears Everyday

body and soul apart
bleeding is my heart

now and then I fall
in pain whom to call ?

not even my friend
no one wants to understand

I live in deep stress
my life, my painful disress

tears I have cried
to die I have tried

sometimes I decide
to commit suicide

I have turned to be evil
I am confussed by devil

I now feel so hopeless
my life has become a mess

deep into scorn
pieced by thorn

peace is what I need
peace please take heed

everything is unfair
nobody to take care

friend have run away
I really have gone astray

darkness is my friend
my life might end

day by day, year by year
I live deep in fear

what should I do ?
I need to live anew

I lack vision
I fail my mission

I regret my own birth
I think of my own death.

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Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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June 16, 2017 at 10:40 AM
Such a beautiful poem my friend, remember no one in this world is sicair, you have to ask God for help as He loves you like 80 mothers and will always help you, however devil will confuse you all your life, you clearly needed love in your life, as God can t possibly answer you directly, you need someone who can listen to you and never ever think of suicide as life is only a test and you ve to pass it, however i m new and wanted you to read my poems and tell me how you feel about them
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