I'M Getting Away From Something

I'm getting away from something and denying it uncovers my shameless guilt; and how weak I am facing the truth, put some sense in me, a humiliating feeling! I'm very good at lying, and you can tell I'm a liar because I don't blush when I'm being scolded, I deserve it more than mischievous children by far; I should be humble enough to admit I'm wrong, if I can't apologize with words, let me apologize in song... is this the best way to convince you and amend? I'm getting away from something, it's too complicated to be explained; if only pity could change everything, I would be very happy, not this sad! Bring me back to the stark reality, let me regain my lost dignity; I need to be forgiven and hugged, that guy who showed coldness and shrugged has left and he doesn't own me anymore, do I deserve to be punished and still implore?