I'M Cracking

I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
I'm watching myself fall apart, and I'm loseing control
Everything I once knew seems like a big lie
Every dream I once had has crumbled before my very eyes
It seems I have nothing left in life
All I can do is sit here and watch myself fall apart
All I can do is lose control
I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
It seems I have noone left to turn to
Nobody is there for me to reach out to
My life is self destructing, and I'm loseing control
I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do
I have lost everything that seems important to me
It's like my whole world has shattered before my eyes
And I am locked up with no end to the maddness here
My mind wont stop raceing even though I say stop
I am cracking so fast I so didn;t see it comeing
I wish someone could help me with this
But I don't know where to turn, or what to do
I need to stop the maddness
I am cracking
Cracking way to fast
Am I on the verge of a nervous break down here
Please someone help!!!!!

Copyright © | Year Posted 2009



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Date: 12/24/2009 3:17:00 PM
If this isn't about you then kudos for capturing the feelings of someone you don't know which is the gift of writing and sharing.
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Date: 12/24/2009 3:16:00 PM
Congratulations on being featured. If this poem reflects your feelings, I understand your pain as I go through a hard break up and am so lonely and empty right now. I hope you stay strong and realize as I am trying to do the same that it does truly get better its just really hard and sucks. Read Live or Die under my page and some of my poems of lost love and confusion. Maybe it will help.
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Date: 12/22/2009 12:00:00 PM
Many congrats on being featured this week. Rgds Janette
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Date: 12/22/2009 3:15:00 AM
Congratulations on having your poem featured this week. Best wishes and much success in your writing endeavors. A. W. Nutter www.freewebs.com/abcedit
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Date: 12/22/2009 3:13:00 AM
Congratulations on your remarkable poetry being featured this week Christina. I wish you the best in your writing endeavors in 2010 whatever they may be. Love, Carol
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Date: 12/21/2009 11:38:00 AM
Congratulations on your featured poem this week, Merry Christmas to you >> James
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Date: 12/21/2009 11:15:00 AM
Congrats on your poem being featured this week!! Very well deserved. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to you and yours. May 2010 be your best year ever! Love Light Patty
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Date: 10/28/2009 9:57:00 AM
It is a brighter day for me today after reading your wonderful poetry. I wish you a wonderful day filled with love and inspiration Christina. Love, Carol
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