I'M Cracking

I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do I'm watching myself fall apart, and I'm loseing control Everything I once knew seems like a big lie Every dream I once had has crumbled before my very eyes It seems I have nothing left in life All I can do is sit here and watch myself fall apart All I can do is lose control I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do It seems I have noone left to turn to Nobody is there for me to reach out to My life is self destructing, and I'm loseing control I'm cracking fast, and I don't know what to do I have lost everything that seems important to me It's like my whole world has shattered before my eyes And I am locked up with no end to the maddness here My mind wont stop raceing even though I say stop I am cracking so fast I so didn;t see it comeing I wish someone could help me with this But I don't know where to turn, or what to do I need to stop the maddness I am cracking Cracking way to fast Am I on the verge of a nervous break down here Please someone help!!!!!