I’m breaking too

When dad left you suffered
Like I’ve never seen you do 
Fighting back angry tears
As you broke the news

Told us earlier that week
That granddad was ill
Even though we knew it wasn’t true
We went with it still

Fighting back and grasping tears
Trying out my own head
Watching you struggle too
Made it all lose sense

I’d never seen you cry 
Now that’s all I see you do
Fighting back my anger inside
To stay strong for you

When dad left I couldn’t feel
Like there was nothing I could do
Cause although you were struggling
I was struggling too
Euan never spoke a word
He thought it was a joke
And suddenly I realised
I was watching him break too

Now I’m lying on my floor
Figuring out what to do
As I cry myself to sleep
Knowing it’s all true

No one wants to believe the things
They know are the truth
But when someone else says it
It make it’s all come through
Dad cheated and lied
And torn up the walls I knew
The structure and reality came crashing through

My family was breaking but I was breaking too
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February 9, 2025 at 5:04 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Welcome to Poetry Soup. I welcome you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
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