I'M Awake

I feel as though an angel has been sent to me. I don't know what I did to deserve him. I'm not a perfect person sometimes-most of the time actually-I'm not even a good person. For so long I have been told I was not enough, that I would never fit in, that I wasn't deserving and now here is this wonderful person saying that I am more than enough, that I fit perfectly in their arms, that I deserve  the whole world. I don't know what to think of it. Is this real? Can someone pinch me to make sure? My feelings are scattered; is this real or just a whisper of smoke that I want so desperately to be real?

 I do think it's real. For so long I believed what they said about me but now I'm not so sure. What if you- you beautiful, caring person- are right? You would never lie to me. You mean so much to me for being able to see past this broken shell to what I forgotten had lain sleeping all this time.

Well now I'm awake.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Alhemaidy Avatar
October 12, 2019 at 3:54 AM
Very nice and positive read.
Dixon  Avatar
October 13, 2019 at 7:35 PM
Thank you so much! You have no idea how happy that makes me to hear!
Green Avatar
October 11, 2019 at 12:26 PM
This felt so good to read, so happy and filled with joy. I have felt this feeling before after being told I wasn't good enough...it is a wonderful feeling. Really nicely done.
Dixon  Avatar
October 11, 2019 at 6:56 PM
Thank you very much! I'm so glad you liked my work. Have a blessed day!
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