Im About Too Break

people pushing boundaries all around me all through my life Evil crushing down on me resoundingly causing me strife One day I’ll strike and it will not be nice Flip to survive and I’ll be cold as ice When nothing good happens and nothing goes right, nobody’s loyal nobody’s on my side, I’ll be the extreme unreasonably mean, make people feel how I feel in me, I cared about people before, I don’t care anymore, I’d rather inflict pain and go all out at war, it drives me insane and I’m done for sure, psychological manipulation makes me over the top, if I flip out and lose it I will never stop, they turned a people person into the worst one, this person has become an evil version, liars get on my nerves when they lie at my expense and I let it go so I’m living life tense, what is the point in this life I’m living, people have taken all I have given, if I wasn’t so numb i know I’d be dangerous, the monster inside wants to entertain us, depression that numbs is the only weapon, if it wears off I’ll do more than just threaten, I’ll probably do things that I regret but the joy that they give I’ll never forget, two sides of me stuck in contradiction and I’m sick to death of this inner confliction where I should be good but no good comes to me, how am I supposed to keep my sanity, when I go psycho I’ll lose all control may god have mercy on this broken soul!