I'M a Bitch

I'm a *****! I'm a bastard! But that is who I am A paradox of virtues criss-crossed with elements of brokenness... I have become what I have feared, indifferent and disillusioned... a man full of pain let down by those that he thought were close surprised by those that he thought didn't care... The road that winds ahead is not an easy one, the constant fear that my humanity can be changed in an instant... a freakish second that can make or break me - that can cause untold damage but still I continue.... To fight and claw my way to sanity - to be the man I want to be but... don't write me off yet, I will do what it takes to become me again! I cannot - will not tolerate fools those insipid ones that constantly want to break you down with their uselessness... I need to surround myself with the positive light and love of those that know, care and understand - My health depends on it! Copyright Deon JH Burger 2014