Illusion

All the photos of me smiling All the videos of me exploring It's all just an imaginary world that I allow you to see But none of this is me Im always dressed nicely Addidas and nikes Always well groomed Hair cut beard shaved But none of this is me I got a bachelors degree in science And now I'm pursuing my masters in neuroscience Everyone says they're proud of me But only if they knew None of this is me Inside I'm so simple Deep down I'm so weak But to you I'm so well accomplished You think I've got it all figured out But None of this is me I want to be free I want to feel alive You think I'm so outgoing But truth is I'm kinda shy I don't like people very much And I hardly keep in touch I got a thousand friends on facebook But I know only a bunch I wish I was a bird No I wish I was a fish To fly around like an eagle Or dive into the abyss You'd think I was crazy Or say I've gone mad But If only you knew How much it consumes me inside I show you my life The smiles and the laughs Everything seems so perfect Which makes it so sad None of this is me