Ignorance

The harder I fight the harder I fall Should I just give up and do nothing at all I wanna quit Right about now Give up my arms Put my guns down There is now use When i'm fighting myself I feel so abused For this pain that I felt There’s no point to play victim When I’m who I should blame Why get mad at others When I can’t get over shame I have seen my worst fear I’ve witnessed myself make so many disappear I don’t know why but I can’t shed a tear Or i can when I’m alone when it's just me and despair At this point I think I’m someone different Want to watch the world burn When I used to want to make a difference When I thought they all noticed me Was when i was the least significant Guess how that makes me feel. Well just like I’m blessed with ignorance. 10/7/19