If Only

You’re the rainbow that gave vividness To my room full of weariness, Like a brilliant light, you’re full of kindness, Like the cloud, you made me feel your smoothness. Like the air that I breather, you’re always present, Whether in deluge or in draught you’re always patient, You brought my life enlightenment, Without us being engaged, you put yourself into commitment. Yet, like a stiff mango tree, I remain numb, After all you’ve said and done, I chose to be dumb, Though I heard the screaming echoes from your band, I ignored you thinking you were double-tongued. Stream of sadness flow onto your heart, like mad, It was me that was bad, I am not worth of your blood And yet I let those eyes to flood. Like the wind you came and left me without saying goodbyes, If only I had given you more that just a glance, If only I had given you even just a single chance, Now this band is out of tune, there is no more repentance. Now that you’re gone, I am left alone and lonely, The things remain is your memory I know it’s too late; you’ll never come back to me, If only. . .