I Will Always Miss You

I had you so close you were there, Deep inside is what i'll share. I had it all my life was real, When I watched you go, I didn't know how to feel. After once it tore me down, Never a smile only a frown. Depressed with help from not even one, My life was pointless and morally done. I held you close every night, Woke up smiling with the sun light. My prayers were answered I had you close, When you left... my life just froze. My heart was locked an emotionless bag, I lost my mind.. you were all I had. How do you let go of what was once cherished, Something so beautiful now a memory perished. I would love you until the end of time, I know one day you will be mine. My heart is shattered until we meet, for this is why my true feelings are discrete. I'll never understand why they took you away, for better is what i'd hope to say. My words and mind both scrambled with the thought, that for you there will be no end to the battles i fought. I wish I had that chance to be, The mother I always knew I could be.. I'm sorry..