I Was a Wife

I sit here and wonder when I look back at my life How is it I ended up alone and am no longer someone's wife I was married what seems forever and now apart almost as long what could have happened and where did we go so wrong? I look at old pictures and remember that day I look at my husband and know him now in such as different way. I wonder what, if anything I could have done more I can't think of the reason that caused him to walk out that door. Sometimes I wonder if it could ever be if we were still together Would I possibly be happy? Why would I think that way why am I living in the past I think about things that used to be but don't realize there was a reason they didn't last. 11/29/2020