I Want Him

I want him. This is the first time that I'm finally really being honest about it. The whole him. I feel his enegy and I know happiness is flowing around him. I want to be near that enegy. I want to feel him against me. Not only physically but mentally. His prescence has changed me. A piece of me has chipped and he is holding that piece. It's glued to his hand. I want so bad to pull it away and say your not suppose to have that. But he has this affect on me. I want him to keep that piece. I want to give him all of me. I want him. But does he want me?