Alexis Y. Poet Free verse

I Vaguely Remember

I vaguely remember when you weren't 
sick.
I try to wrack my mind to recall who 
you once were.
I've always loved you with my whole 
heart.
But to be honest, I really don't know 
you, I do, but I don't.
You have been sick for so long; it hurts
that I can't make you well.
I've prayed that your sickness would
leave and never return.
When I was younger, I didn't understand
your illness because it wasn't physical.
Medication manages and controls your
symptoms, but you’re not well, you’re 
still sick.
I wish I had the chance to really know 
the real you.
I believe the real you is somewhere 
locked inside your mind.
But your debilitating sickness has you 
bound.
Nevertheless, I love you for who you are
now and the person you once were.















02/25/2021

Resubmitted 04/25/2021
Contest: Your Best Free Verse This Year So Far 
Sponsor: John Hamilton

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Andrea Dietrich April 27, 2021 at 2:46 PM This is so sad when this kind of thing happens to a loved one . Very feeling poem. Congrats for the win.

Paula Goldsmith April 27, 2021 at 9:46 AM Congratulations on your win. WOW!!! What a story/write. You had a great ending. Have a blessed day....................

Marilene Evans April 26, 2021 at 11:07 PM Great poem, Alexis. So expressive.

John Hamilton April 26, 2021 at 6:46 PM You were wise to enter this one Lexi, you knew it would touch me and it did. Congrats on a great great write and win! Alexis Y. April 27, 2021 at 2:50 PM Hi John, Thanks for allowing older poems to shine. That means a lot coming from you. Every bit of this poem is true. I appreciate my placement in your contest- Alexis

DM Babbit February 27, 2021 at 1:44 AM We must be grateful for what we have, the sickness, the understanding, the knowing and not knowing but love is - simply is.

Heidi Sands February 26, 2021 at 1:33 PM Alexis, this is so well expressed and written. It is very powerful and shows the impact of such a situation and shines with your unconditional love as well :)

Judy Ball February 26, 2021 at 12:03 PM Oh Alexis this hit home. I live with that. We may be getting better though. The doctor thinks it may be his medication and changed it. God Bless, JB

Rico Leffanta February 26, 2021 at 10:25 AM It is extremely difficult for some people to recover from the sight of a stray cat, never mind a loved one, yet we survive! Aloha! Rico

Richard Lamoureux February 26, 2021 at 8:10 AM This is sad. Yes Sickness can overwhelm the one who is sick and the one who cares for them. Each loses who they were. The sickness is a relentless thief. On the other hand it reveals the essence of who you both are. Those who persevere are truly extrodinary. Hugs Rick.

Maureen McGreavy Pigeon Tart February 26, 2021 at 7:10 AM Heart rendering write Alexis, sending warm hugs, xomo

Vijay Pandit February 26, 2021 at 4:46 AM I hear the trembling my friend--a loved one feeling helpless not being able to do much in face of such an illness. All one can do is offer love--- as your ending lines aptly suggest, Alexis.

Rama Balasubramanian February 26, 2021 at 4:14 AM "It hurts that I can't make you well. " - I have been through this and wished I were a doctor. Sad but lot of us go through such situations. Looks true to me. If then I will only say I understand what you are saying. Not easy. Take care, Rama

Tom Cunningham February 26, 2021 at 1:55 AM A very sad verse Alexis, my mom went that way, it was like she wasn't there any more. Have a great weekend. Tom

Victor Buhagiar February 26, 2021 at 1:24 AM This is hard to digest especially as I know other people who is suffering from such mental illness. We can only pray. A well written poem.