I Used To Dream About Our Wedding

I used to dream about our wedding Our family And just being together Cuz I was so in love But it's fast how things change Don't ever lie And say that I never tried I told you I loved you I cared I gave you my all But it was never enough for you Every time you ignored me I felt like Giving up every time you said something harsh It felt like youre throwing bricks at my chest Whenever your going through something hard You take it out on me Like I'm a punching bag And I take it Even though every punch Goes right through my chest That I can't breath but i still try to be nice Cuz I don't wanna fight And you never apologized For all the hurtful things said But that still wouldn't get all the knives Out of my heart Cuz I would still have all the holes I don't know what's worse Fighting with you Or walking away Cuz I know it will never will work They both hurt And give me so much pain All you do is ignore me I should be over you by now Every time I think we're gonna make up But will end up worse than before It's like we're at war So you win I can't do this anymore I let you keep stabbing my heart Until it couldn't bleed anymore And now I'm here falling apart With a cut up heart I can keep on crying But what for? My mind used to tell me to let go But now my heart needs to move on too so many holes And I finally realized That they can't be filled with you My hearts been locked up Since I fell for you So it's time to be free And throw away this key And get rid of all the agony All I ever wanted was you But you never made it that easy It's easier to be without you Than keep fighting with you Cuz I remember every hurtful word said And I remember every tear drop shed We can never go back And we can't go forward Unless we're alone So I'll start walking Even though its cold and dark I know in my heart it's the best thing And one day I'll be happy again