I Tried So Hard

Everyday I try so hard to be the best person I can be, but it's not that simple being me. I got a house full of stress it makes it hard to progress,I try so hard but it seems like I end up in a bigger mess. On my shoulders I got a heavy load,I try so hard to control my temper but sometimes I just explode. I try so hard to keep it together,But theres apart of me I'm missing and I feel like it's gonna be that way forever. I lost apart of my life that seems I'm never getting back and that pushes me off track. I try so hard not to hurt the people I love,but often I say things I dont mean then later feel real bad and the rest of the day it will stay with me and have me feeling real sad. I try to not repeat each mistake I make I try so hard to hide my heart ache and to hold in these tears that are so real and never fake,for this all to get easier what will it take?