I Thought...

I thought things wouldn't change; You promised me that you would remain my friend. But now were so distant I can't even remember how we were so close. Secrets you shared with me, We had a sacrate trust You'd tell me things your friends didn't even know. Now were back again and we pass each other like we've never met and I don't know what went wrong. I just though we would still have that bond. Now it's hidden so deep; The tensions so strong we can't seem to get passed our different groups. We can't interact remember it's not allowed. I just thought that some how in the mist of it all our friendship would still exsist. That it would mean more. But now it's all a blurr. Nights that I will surely miss Talks that will be remembered; Your friends they get in the way and you start acting like a totally different person. I like the people in your group individually not together. Cause when it's all of you guys in this big group I get this bitter taste in my mouth. None of that matters though, I just thought when the year started back that you would care like you promised. Like you used to... I guessed wrong I knew I should have assumed the worst Cause our friendship is to complicated to keep Your friends don't understand and neither do we I just thought.... But now I know we can't Our friendship drowns under the pressure, expectations and becomes lost forgotten I think no more about it.