I Thought

i thought that it woould get easier as the months pass right on by but the hurt is still there as i think of you and cry i know you never loved me the truth now is so clear as time goes on not a word from you do i hear i gave to you my heart loved you like no other sometimes the pain in my chest is so real im afraid i might smother iwant to love again but im so afraid to trust what if he,s like you only being with me because of lust