I Quit

I Quit Pain hauls inside my heart. My head feels like exploding, So much self-hate eluding the little love I have. Thought that I was finally in love and at rest, But my heart was shredded into pieces. Indeed love hurts, I feel unworthy of love, Why do I always love the wrong people? A question that I can not find answers to. Maybe I should just take my life away, Maybe there is more peace afterlife. Tried to poison myself with alcohol but I failed, My heart beats in reverse and all is misplaced. I am in tears, tears not evident can't even imagine, Lost in a place of anger and sorrow no one vision. Such a sad world we live in, where love no longer matters. Pain is growing inside of me, happiness has vanished. Joy is what I hoped for but now I am torn apart in darkness. I wish I could escape this pain but I can't do anything about it. What if I was never meant to fall in love?, what if I am meant for tears? Maybe an overdose would be a solution to the problem of my life, Maybe what awaits me on the other side is much better, Please understand why I did this, I am not selfish. I just need peace and happiness, nothing here gives me that. I am drowning in sorrows and tears that I can not hold back. I am sorry but I quit. I can not continue living like this, I am sorry but the cruelty is too much for me. Best I just quit and find the perfect place to be. Please don't judge my action, be at peace.