I No Longer Feel I Belong

That other world
is out there, beyond the quiet
I keep bubbled around me,
the noise growing louder along
the flag strewn streets,
banging drums marshaling
the inflamed minds of the masses.
Something has gone wrong.
I no longer feel I belong.

I keep my door closed
and curtains drawn to shut out
the anger from a passing mob,
reinforce the boundaries of my home
with walls of books. They have
marched through and littered
all the lovely places 
where I once walked, covered 
beauty with garish signs.
Something has gone wrong.
I no longer feel I belong.

Out there, all seems to be
of no worth unless shackled 
to a cause. Tribal camps yell
obscenities across the lines
of division and commandeer
their gods to mouth 
a sanctioned hate. 
Something has gone wrong.
I no longer feel I belong.

And what can I do 
but play with a frail voice
and think of what could be
and on dark days,
take hope and defiance
in the gentle arms
of Emily Dickinson's poetry.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2024

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Lane Avatar
July 19, 2024 at 10:53 AM
In the pages of many books, I've often found shelter from a world that seems to ask too much and gives too little. It's a safe harbor from my woes where I can leave my worries behind... if just for a while. Congratulations on this one becoming potd. Forgive my lack of commenting lately. I haven't been around.
Willason Avatar
July 21, 2024 at 2:35 AM
Books and literature I think provide an anchor in turbulent times...give perspective to the distortions that sometimes overwhelm. Many thanks dear Lin for yr comments..as always, supportive and thoughtful. Take care, Paul
Rodrigues Avatar
July 17, 2024 at 6:40 PM
Congrats on POTD! Indeed tough world. Love the poet at the end!
Willason Avatar
July 18, 2024 at 7:15 PM
Hi Kim....thankyou for reading and taking the time to comment on the poem...appreciated. Paul
Seeker Avatar
July 17, 2024 at 12:32 AM
Many can relate to what you have so artistically penned Paul ~ warmest congratulations on POTD
Willason Avatar
July 17, 2024 at 6:09 AM
Good to hear from you US....thankyou for your positive feedback...valued . Cheers, Paul
Bartley Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 9:22 PM
I can ssssooooo relate. Thanks for this POTD!
Willason Avatar
July 17, 2024 at 5:53 AM
Pleased that the poem conveyed something that resonated...very much value your feedback Benjamen, take care, Paul
Parker Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 6:35 PM
A cautionary tale begging to be told. Told so well. POTD worthy and beyond. :o))
Willason Avatar
July 17, 2024 at 5:50 AM
Thankyou Arlo for taking the time to read the poem and comment. Appreciated. Kind regards, Paul
Ray Choudhury Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:59 PM
Congratulations on your outstanding write - well-deserved POTD. Probably your thoughts and feelings resonate with many of us! A really powerful message and emotive expression!
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 6:27 PM
Appreciate you kind words Malabika, pleased that the poem had something to say. Thankyou for reading and commenting....valued, regards, Paul
Nicole Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:55 PM
Even though I live in this world filled haters and those that do evil, I try to surround myself with those that uplift and inspire. Your thoughts are deep and powerful. Congratulations Paul, on Poem of the Day. My best to you. Hugs, Brandy
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 6:24 PM
Thankyou Brandy for your comments. Indeed you are correct in how we choose to be with those who reinforce the positive values we believe in. The poem is a call out to the destructive forces that alienate us and undermine our humanity...becoming more widespread and fostering division. Value your thoughtful words dear Brandy...take care, Paul
La France Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 1:46 PM
Paul, an excellent poem. amazing and congratulations on receiving the POEM OF THE DAY honor, Constance
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:39 PM
Good to hear from you Constance...my sincere thanks for reading and taking the time to comment on the poem. Very much valued...take care, Paul
Scott Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 12:56 PM
Paul, as always, a delight to see you with Poem of the Day. So many of us join you in the cry of we don't belong and after all we are travellers. But thank God for your beautiful poetic insight, alongside dear Emily. I doff my cap (fav)
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:36 PM
Value your thoughtful comments Sam. I guess the poem is simply a refusal to get carried away with all the doctrinaire stuff, basic humanity gets thrown out the window when the citizenry trade common sense for illusion. Life then is undervalued. ED is a poet who exposes our precious and true nature.. take care my friend.
Oldham Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 8:22 AM
Well done, Paul. Says it all! Congrats on potd.
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:22 PM
Thanks John for reading the poem and commenting, very much a appreciated. Regards, Paul
Summers Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 8:19 AM
Back again to say congratulations on POTD honors. So very well deserved . John
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:21 PM
Thanks mate...double helpings of your kindness...valued. Cheers, Paul
Wolf Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 7:52 AM
Me, too. I don't belong either... And, btw, Emily Dickinson is absolutely my all-time favorite poet. Hands down! Congrats on POTD, Paul! 'Emily is Family,' Gershon
Wolf Avatar
August 3, 2024 at 7:59 PM
Funny you mention 'surgeons precision.' One of my favorite poems of ED is about those surgeons who had best be careful with their knife, 'for underneath their fine incisions // stirs the culprit -- Life! :) Gershon
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:18 PM
Ah ...seems a shared sense dear Gershon. Unfortunately the loudness grows along with a corresponding depletion in humanity. ED has always been my go to poet...she uses words with a surgeons precision and seems to brush the hem of the divine in some of her poems. Take care my friend, Paul
Kaufman Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:58 AM
Dear Paul, Congratulations on this POTD which is painfully relatable to so many out there. I especially liked "play with a frail voice", so well said. Blessings and enjoy your day of recognition which is well deserved.
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:09 PM
Thankyou Nancy for your kind and thoughtful words. Wrestled with this poem but the sense of alienation from all the excesses and division ( a global affliction) prompted me to exercise a voice. The humanity and soulful reflections of ED in stark contrast to the loudness of the world. Take care, Paul
Lawless Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 5:03 AM
and as history repeats itself the voices of the "quiet" poet warriors resounds throughout the battlefields....of shuttered minds and darkened hearts....A masterful write Paul
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:27 PM
Picked up well my friend... appreciate your comments, as always accompanied by that sharp mind of yours. Many thanks, take care...
Rodgers Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:25 AM
Hello Paul, Congratulations on POTD! You said it so well that it is hard to fit into a world that has become increasingly hostile, divided, and devoid of beauty. It is wonderful to go back and read the masters to help us see the creativity of life. Congrats again!! - Blessings, My Dear Friend, Daniel
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:22 PM
The doctrinaire nature of what masquerades as a solution to all ills robs us of our humanity me thinks. Always a danger when division is used as a weapon. Many thanks Daniel for reading and for your thoughtful comments my friend.
Kitchin Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 3:41 AM
Paul, wonderfully penned, a great emotive poem. Congratulations on POTD.
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:15 PM
Dear Tania, value your supportive comments. Thankyou. Cheers, Paul
Jones Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 2:49 AM
Wonderfully written loved the raw emotion of this! Congratulations on your potd honor!
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:13 PM
Thankyou for your kind words dear Karen, appreciated. Blessings. Paul
M  Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 1:41 AM
Whoa, Wow and Yay!! Paul your poem is absolutely amazing….sad and unfortunately relatable to so many I think ! I am genuinely so happy to see your poem up here as POTD you are so deserving of this honour my lovely Aussie friend! Congratulations….Enjoy your day!! Deb x
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:10 PM
Many thanks Deb...so pleased to hear from you and as always touched by the the generous support you give me. Sincerely valued my dear friend. Take care, Paul
Greenhough Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 1:34 AM
Wow. A very outstanding poem with a message Congratulations on POTD.
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:05 PM
Pleased to hear from you Hilda...thankyou for reading the poem and commenting...cheers, Paul
Radice Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 12:41 AM
Your poem, I’m sure, will resonate with many. Excellent writing and congratulations on your well deserved POTD. Cheers - Gary
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:03 PM
Thanks Gary, appreciate your kind words, valued. Regards, Paul
Summers Avatar
July 15, 2024 at 9:37 PM
Wonderful work Paul and it gets better with each reading. I can certainly relate to your thoughts. And if you can take hope “in the gentle arms of Emily Dickinson’s poetry” then good for you. My FAVS keep piling up, thank you. John
Willason Avatar
July 16, 2024 at 4:00 PM
So good to hear from you John...indeed appreciate your comments and to learn that the poem struck a chord. Take care my friend , Paul
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