I Never Thought

I woke up today wanting to see him But knowing I couldn't I wonder how he could leave me like this I cry over him all the time I wonder if he knew how much I love him I wake up every morning thinking it was all a dream But I'm soon reminded by the emptiness in my heart that it was all real Everyone tells me they are sorry and it's going to be ok But I know they are all wrong So I walk through the doors and down the isle with tears blinding my vision I stop in front of him I lean down and give him my last kiss and whisper to him that I love him I know he can't feel my kiss or hear my words but I know he's always watching me His casket is closed I leave with a broken heart and a life time of memories that will haunt me forever.