I Just Really Miss You

You've been on my mind a lot lately So many things I want so bad to tell you But I know that I can't No matter how bad I want to It's just not the same without you here I guess it's just a part of missing you Sometimes I look up to sky and smile What else is there for me to really do It seems like it was only yesterday I was able to dial your number on my phone But in reality it's been 3 long years past Can't believe how much time has really passed me by So many things you've missed out on And even though I know you're always watching over me Something about that just ant the same You're picture hangs on the mirror of my dresser Your rose around my neck I don't leave the house without it My angel and my saving grace Still wish I could hear your voice But I guess that's a pain I'll forever have to bare Some days are so much easier than others But nothing really takes the pain away And there's no one on this earth Than can fill that empty space That lingers way deep down inside of me But then again I guess that'll always be there Cuz next to you no one will ever compare God sure did get an angel The day I lost my best friend In my heart I was full of anger and hate And every now and then I let a tear slip thru Because I don’t think I'll ever get over Just how much I really do miss you Not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind I've just had to learn to live without you Without the everyday phone calls Some days they were only 5 minutes long Other days we'd talk for hours on end But let me miss just a single day And it felt like a whole week had passed Without those calls my day just wasn’t complete I think that might've been One of the hardest things about losing you I talked to you about every little thing I ever went thru Didn’t matter if it was good or bad Or whether it was even important at all You were the one person I could tell anything Never lied about anything at all In you my deepest darkest secrets I kept And no matter right or wrong You supported me thru it all And there's no one I trust that much So much has changed There's so much I wanna catch you up on As I think about that call I want so bad to make I can't escape the tears that come crashing down And remind yet again It's all a part of missing you!!!