I Hate the Calendar

I hate the calendar.
It hangs in the assumption
That something will happen.
Not that it should happen,
Or that it needs to happen,
But it will happen anyway,
No matter what I say.

I hate the calendar,
Not because I fear commitments,
But I despise the thought of obliging myself
To something that doesn’t pertain
To my present state.
Tomorrow can worry about itself;
I have enough on my mind today.

I hate the calendar.
Every day is another tilted red cross.
A vibrant intersection 
Of lifelines and deadlines;
Everything I can do
And how long I have to do it.

I most hate the calendar
Because it answers
The question of my mortality.
It screams from every corner
That old adage that now has a new meaning to me:
“Your days are numbered!”

I know I’ll die;
I don’t need a calendar to remind me.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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June 5, 2010 at 9:07 PM
Interesting perspective. Congratulations on making it through the first round of the Poetry Soup contest with this poem. Best wishes in the finals. Karen
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June 4, 2010 at 2:25 AM
Congratulations on your poetry making it through the first round Brenden. I wish you the best in the finals. Love, Carol
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May 28, 2010 at 6:22 PM
Brenden, when I was in prison I used to advise people not to keep track of the date or even the day of the week - all it does is eat at you from the inside out - I can relate -Congratulations on having your poetry featured this week, God Bless, mj
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May 26, 2010 at 11:58 AM
wow, I really enjoyed this..I am in the October of my life...this spoke to me. Congrats on being featured. BG
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May 25, 2010 at 9:03 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week. A wonderful verse, I enjoyed the read. I'm with you, I hate the calender too. Caryl
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May 25, 2010 at 5:19 AM
Congratulations on your poetry being featured this week Brenden. May you have many more features and may you find loads of inspiration along the way. Love, Carol
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May 24, 2010 at 1:24 PM
Many congrats on your wonderful featured piece this week. Rgds Janette
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May 23, 2010 at 4:08 PM
The emotion comes through your words. I think we all have our insecurities about what the future holds. Congratulations on having your poem featured. Keep on writing! Karen
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