I Hate It

hate the way I feel every time that I hear your name… 
But I know that things can never be the same… 
I hate that you can still make me want you… 
I can’t help but wonder if maybe our love really was or could be true… 
I hate that I look at your picture and get tears in my eyes… 
I wonder if everything I have heard is really just lies… 
I hate that you hold someone else every night… 
I wish that everything would have worked out just right… 
I hate that I know we will never be together… 
The pain inside me feels like hurricane weather… 
Everything is blowing around inside… 
But I have figured out how to hide… 
Though it hurts all over, I try to push away my heart… 
The pain rushes over my every part… 
I hate that I love you with so much of my heart... 
I hate that this is the way I have felt from the start... 
I hate that I cannot tell you that you are my love... 
I hate that the worst, along with all of the above.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2014

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A   Avatar
March 22, 2016 at 10:45 AM
Thank you for the kind reply Anny... Linda
Mcneilus Avatar
March 22, 2016 at 8:34 PM
Absolutely! Its nice to be acknowledged as well as to be praised :) happy Tuesday Linda
A   Avatar
March 20, 2016 at 12:18 AM
Anny, Congratulations on your awesome, somewhat angry win. Love LINDA
Mcneilus Avatar
March 20, 2016 at 11:26 AM
thank you :)
Raven Avatar
March 16, 2016 at 8:49 AM
Hi Anny, Congratulations on your placement in the contest....Vlad.
Mcneilus Avatar
March 20, 2016 at 11:26 AM
thank you
A  Avatar
March 14, 2016 at 10:58 AM
anny, congratulations on your win. Thank you for supporting this Angry Topic. Have a nice day **SKAT**
Mcneilus Avatar
March 20, 2016 at 11:27 AM
ty SKAT!!
Smith Avatar
February 17, 2014 at 10:54 AM
This is so heartfelt Anny...I know your pain well.....Hugs Tim
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