I got rejected so she doesn't love me anymore right?
"You know uh, I loved you in the past, I was so cringe back then"
I heard him saying, after he could now rest after years.
Even though his face spits smiles, I saw his eyes in fearce.
"No, but you were cute. Very kind"
"Really? wasn't I being annoying?", he laughs.
"Maybe. Maybe you also made me comfortable. You once made me mad too!"
"Did I? No wonder", he sighed.
"When you were so much filled up with jelousy that you always told me to go after my crush always when he was nearby.
That's the only thing that made me mad.
Like where actually being annoying.
You weren't annoying when you told me to watch out or sended me messages, I didn't mind."
"I'm glad"
"I'm glad that you were able to say that once out loud."
"I'm glad that you reassured me."
"Don't look after me, you are the one that is most sensitive and more effected in the moment. I like you you know.
Just because someone rejects you, it's nothing negatively meant."
"Right"
"Because the thing is, everyone loves, everyone gets crushes. And you now you could've told me."
''But I couldn't have handled the rejection. No thank you, I would've cried in that moment hahahha"
"You're right. I still would've been and I am there for you. You know like when someone loves you it gives you a connection with that someone.
Not romantically but like-"
"Friendship like? But then it wouldn't work."
"No not friendship Like.
I don't know how to describe it.
Just don't feel bad about that you loved me.
Don't think you wasted it.
Don't regret it.
Love is inportant.
And to be honest you lectured me that way how to handle situations.
How to carefully approach them.
I am thankful for that"
"Ah, you're just saying that"
"No I am not. Not everyone loves me. Not everyone tskes his time, his energy.
His tears"
''I didn't cry ever. You nevee made me cry, you never said something wrong."
"But even small actions could, like where I avoided the eye contact?"
"Yeah you're right"
"I am sorry about that"
"It's alright."
Copyright © Adna Demiri | Year Posted 2024
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