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I Got Realised That

??" I Got Realised That...,"??


I got realised that..,
       I involved in them too much.
I got realised that..,
       I was loosing myself for
        them.
I got realised that..,
       They never wanted me, I was 
         just need for them.

I got realised that..,
       I was stopping myself from 
        living my life.
I got realised that..,
       I regret my past mistakes.
I got realised that..,
       Some people can stay in ur 
        heart, nor in ur life.

I got realised that..,
       I understand everyone's 
        mind, but never mine.
I got realised that..,
       I never enjoyed my life for
         them.
I got realised that..,
       No one changes for u, u have 
         to change.

I got realised that..,
       I respect their worth, nor my
         self-worth.
I got realised that..,
       I was alone in my all bad situations each time.
I got realised that..,
       They judged me, before clearing all
          misunderstandings.


I got realised that..,
       I am not perfect, but surely
         an honest.
I got realised that..,
       I apologize to the fake ones.
I got realised that..,
       I was controlling my aims for 
         those ing peoples 

I got realised that.., 
       I trust them  more than
          myself. 
I got realised that.., 
       I helped eveyone even, if I 
         was busy. 
I got realised that.., 
       I blindly believe them & 
         ignore my loved ones. 

Lastly, I realised everything..
??But, still can't changed..!!!??
         
 - 27 July, 2021
Janvi Khot.

(Regina McIntosh)

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Beata Agustin

Date: 8/25/2024 4:40:00 AM

Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.

Rama Balasubramanian

Date: 7/27/2021 11:12:00 AM

A wonderful write, as an married Indian woman, I could relate to this poem. Welcome to Poetry Soup. All the best for contest