I Feel Like My Grief Is Silent

I feel like my Grief is silent--2014 I feel like my grief is silent there is no sound that will come out, now that your no longer about, I feel like my grief is silent as my feet shuttle across the floor I still can not believe Pat I will not see you any more, I feel like my Grief is silent as I go on about my day, but this does not mean I miss you in any different way, I feel like my grief is silent the day is Dec. 4th one month ago you turn and walked away why why did you not choose to stay, I feel like my grief is silent Thanksgiving over and Christmas is about to begin, yesterday I was out Christmas shopping and I bought a gift or two I feel like my grief is silent inside my heart is breaking just once more Pat I would like to chat with you, I feel like my grief is silent the tears has stopped coming out of my eye but my whole body at night I hear it scream and cry and it says to God---- why, why? I feel like my grief is silent,,,,by charlotte