I Failed

What have I done… There’s blood on my hands All those years all this wrong I have hated and lied, cheated and hurt My brothers and sisters friends, lover and strangers It on my hands, their blood Not physical blood, spiritual blood I have wronged so many people, destroyed so many lives I prayed for free will to be removed that I may stay true to God I failed… Failed him and made his Son’s death in vein I prayed for things I should not have… Everything has not gone the way it should have When I was young I saw myself on his lap Felt his warm hug and heard his gentle voice You are my good Son. I failed him too… Now all I can hear is what have you done I see me in front of Him waiting I hear all those I have erred screaming And I know I have done wrong I am not only going to pay for it in this life But the next Forgive me… For I have failed…