I Dreamt of Her...

I had a dream, it was about you And I was there and you were too Where I pleaded,"before I die, I freeze, Take my heart its only yours-accept, accept me please!" And you looked at me with dull eyes brown And stared at me with a little frown Where-on my knees where I slouched and bled You looked at me, laughed then said "You will never be good enough not now, not ever, You will stay the way you are- WORTHLESS forever, And here tonight in your own blood you’ll drown And die with a cold, cold iscicle crown." And as I sank into the cold With deaths welcomed grip slowly taking hold I knew then I was going to die And sadly, I did too know why I was pathetic worthless, just never that much good I ponder, overthink-"shouldn’t, would or could?" I was never all that good looking or talented at that And to die would do good, and thats a fact I awoke from my nightmare into your ignoring stare What I had thought was a dream Was not, but right in between. My Nightmare was my reality, My Reality my nightmare...