I Broke My Own Heart

Under my covers We talked skin to skin Shaking and trembling Wondering when to begin With one little whisper And one little grin I entered heaven While knowing I sinned I’m not sure about you But my soul can’t pretend What started at hello For me never ends All the words for your ears Can only live in my pen It’s the passion that’s lacking It’s only calling you friend Lust is the demon And great is its spell I thirst for cool water A drink from loves well If want has a meaning At a table it dwells In a library lied fate And in fate lies my hell Then I broke my own heart I was tricked by my mind In the darkness came truth As I opened my eyes My heart beating fast From the raging desire Though I run from you I’m still burned by it’s fire Any chance you were there And woke the same way In the light of the morning On this very same day