I Am a Survivor

Have you ever wondered if you died today tomorrow or even yesterday

how it would affect people

Sometimes I seem to forget that part

I have made many stupid decisions in life that sometimes I regret and other times I 

contemplete on another exscape to leave this universe

                                                        .... Im not perfect only human


The streets raised me mommy disowned me yet daddy always loved me

Living from place to place reguardless if its yours, a friends or even abandoned

some things you can never erase

I have been through so much madness and chaos

lied on 

talked about 

beaten

even raped

just to name a few

                                               .... but reguardless I will still never be beneath you

I walk alone 'cause I fear no one

I really dont have any friends

being my age you learn not to really trust no one

The road down betrayl heartache and pain

is the life we live here on this place

I remember being young thinking to myself

saying I wanted to be just like you

But never in a million years would I have 

had thought you would be the one that

stabbed me in my heart

                                                      ..... payback is one thing and karma is another
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September 19, 2012 at 11:08 AM
A warm welcome to PoetrySoup I offer you this morning Precious. I wish for you the best in your writing endeavors whatever they may be. Hoping you find even more inspiration by reading some of the poetry written here by other poets. May the sun shine on you that you might find great joy in your life. Thank you for sharing your writing with us. Love, Carol
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