I Am a Survivor

Have you ever wondered if you died today tomorrow or even yesterday how it would affect people Sometimes I seem to forget that part I have made many stupid decisions in life that sometimes I regret and other times I contemplete on another exscape to leave this universe .... Im not perfect only human The streets raised me mommy disowned me yet daddy always loved me Living from place to place reguardless if its yours, a friends or even abandoned some things you can never erase I have been through so much madness and chaos lied on talked about beaten even raped just to name a few .... but reguardless I will still never be beneath you I walk alone 'cause I fear no one I really dont have any friends being my age you learn not to really trust no one The road down betrayl heartache and pain is the life we live here on this place I remember being young thinking to myself saying I wanted to be just like you But never in a million years would I have had thought you would be the one that stabbed me in my heart ..... payback is one thing and karma is another