Husnal Charag

your beauty, hidden inside can only be felt, or experienced but not explained in words, or otherwise for it is perfect, pure, infinite that illuminates the elements of my atman in a mystic radiance that leads me to the lotus steps of your abode always. I, lose myself, in this process, meandering through a long journey of stumbling and then realigning trying to find truth moving from edge to edge of belief & disbelief that parallels that of a fish swimming from one bank of river to the other in a constant search to know meaning of its existence that is full of astonishments and entrapments of mirages and fears that surround its uncertain journey in unstill waters; but gratefully under the guidance of the true guru somehow I manage to find you "nearer than near" within me, as if we are the same as you destined, ordained. I wish to continue to be at the edge that beholds the "husnal charag" if you may please and remain there having shed everything of me to continue to be at your service for now I realize that your pleasure is what matters most to the entire universe that you are creating/recreating by continually scattering the elements originating from you and that should endeavour sooner or later to merge with radiance of your husnal charag like true lovers to achieve fulfillment.