Hurting Heart
She didnt even remember my birthday ...
Shows how special i am..
I feel im just another vague memory..
Cast adrift at sea..
Only i i wish i could loose my memory
I keep pretending i can handle everything
But on the inside it's tearing me to pieces
Bit by bit each day
And life just slowly fades away
Nobody sees my tears or cares to wash them away
The one i needed most..im surprised
she remembered my true name
Take your time she says..
I need time she says..
Saying im the one playing it like a game
But im the one that feels she cant commit
And indecisiveness and evasion is the name
Of her game
Seeing her tell everyone she loves them but me for her birthday..
Drives a knife in my heart
down to the belly of my stomache
I feel like im a zombie inside
No hope is for me
Forsakened and left in a tree
Oh how it brings back memories.
No way to know if she really loves me still
Or she is the one playing with me
But all i know is ut hurts my soul
Because i never win with people
A piece of my heart remains desolate
And sometimes i feel it will forever be
No matter how hard i try
I always die
Just wish she would give me some assurance
Instead of leaving me in dark..
I dont want to be in the dark anymore
So much of my life has been..
Its like a handle without a door..
As my heart hits the floor
Bruising again and again
until it hurts no more
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