How You See It/ How It Really Is

When I walk by you and don't say anything you see it as me not caring anymore But you don't know what goes through my mind as I have to force myself to walk by you and not do the things I use to it hurts. When I pretend every things fine you probably think i'm over it. But if only you could read between the lines you'd know that their's no such thing as over for me. When your in the room my body freezes and my mind shakes. On the outside you might think i'm giving you the cold shoulder but inside my heartaches. That's something I don't want you to know so I try my hardest to not let it show. I don't know it might be working... you've moved on already to girl after girl and So have I. But I have never forgotten how being together felt. When you hug me it just makes things worse. Therefore I try not to get too close. My heart is aching enough already without a constant reminder. So when I don't look your way... or look to engulfed in a conversation or look to busy to be bothered it's probably because I still want you. So before you shut the door on things rewind time and look at the film. Cause there's how you see it... and how it really is.