How Naive Was I

How naive was I to think that things would ever change?
How naive was I thinking that things wouldn’t just be the same?
My mind was playing an evil game, of which I didn’t know,
I convinced myself that his anger wouldn’t ever show.
But tonight I saw that different side
The one you always try to hide, scared and alone confused and hurt
I listen to the apologies your as you rip my shirt.
You punch and punch but they no longer hurt.
There is no-one I can tell, you made sure of that
I’m on my own without any friends in this tiny squalid flat.
I’ve no one to blame but myself, because I chose you
Thinking that you had changed but now I know that’s not true.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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Mehta Avatar
February 19, 2011 at 6:54 PM
creative and postive write on how native was I, Susie
Sweetheart Avatar
February 19, 2011 at 6:45 AM
Susie this poem is quite intense and truly dramatic ..if true..abuse is NEVER OK.. u are never alone and there are places and people who are interested in things like this that happen to wonderful people... very creative lines expressing the tolerance one shows in the name of luv... thankxx for your sweet comments on "EYEFUL"luv..
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February 19, 2011 at 4:11 AM
this is a splendid poem
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