How Could I

How could I. How could I let you go away from me and how could I loose you toward another women that I. Don't believe she's not the 1 for you how could I let something so good in my life slip away, through my fingers like that. Man I was stupid you never know what you have that's good. Untill they leave you you completly for good, how could I be blind as a bat to not to see clearly. That you've been the 1 I've been seraching for my love, how could I let you choose her between me. How could I let us end our relationship without saying good-byeto one another. How could I let you end our engagement like the way you did which was hurtfull. How could I not be the 1 for you when we been togther for 5 years straight in a row and.How could I not have said anything to make you change your mind about me and us why did you choose her any ways. How could I still have strong feelings for you when I'm with some one new. Yet I'm trying my best to move on with out you and then you keep on coming back into my mind. How could I be so shelfish and not put your needs first before mine.