Hope

I never heard a worst bunch of lies I keep telling everyone there's hope But there's no hope in my eyes No hope in these lips No sounds coming of promises Cause truly I don't see If god has some sick kind of plan for me I am not grateful for his interference I guess everyone has to feel it though But I feel like I feel it more than usual If i'm learning a lesson god please show me Cause I constantly feel the pain I constantly feel like i'm going insane So nope there's no hope Just a gray sky Lighting flashing The devil rehashing another plan To make me miserable I know I sound a tade bit spoiled Spoiled from good you wish I was? Taint me. Rearrange me. Make sure I always cry. Make sure I never ask why. Replinish my hope. Destroy my soul Is that what you want? Thoughts like this make me lose all hope