Hiding

I hide from the fear of being alone I hide from the pain coming from my home I hide because I feel as if nobodys there I hide because I think nobody cares People say they love me but I dont think its true I think they say that because they dont know what to do They dont know how I feel and they cant tell I hide I only feel safe when im outside As the wind whistles in my ear I dont have a thought, worry, or care The rain helps me hide as it blends with my tears and washes away all my sorrow and fears But when the rain stops I go back inside I put on my mask and I start to hide